July 18, 2026

 July 18, 2026

My dad has been drinking for three days. The first day I didn’t care, the second day I expected it because the past few weeks he’s been drinking twice like that. Today I did not expect it. He hasn’t done this before. He also hadn’t drank two days in a row like he has been before, but he started a month or so ago. Maybe multiple months ago. I can’t remember anymore. It gets annoying. The first day he drinks for a while then leaves until 3-6am, the second day he stays home. He’s done this multiple times, today he did the same as yesterday, just stayed home and got drunk. 

He get’s annoying when he’s drunk. He talks too much, he makes too much noise, and he goes to the fucking bathroom too much. I’m so sick of hearing him go in and out of his bathroom and his room to go to the kitchen and grab more beer which he just did while I was typing this. It’s not beer. He calls it beer but it’s not. It’s some cranberry drink. That bothers me too. I’m so tired of hearing him open the cans too. I hate the sound. He bought canned sodas recently and even those piss me off now. Why can’t I have normal parents? I’m tired. 

Good night.

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