July 17, 2026

 July 17, 2026

I forgot to write yesterday, I do not remember much of yesterday, other than watching a movie and painting. I’ve felt a little off today. I ate over my calories. I didn’t like anything I ate today so I kept trying to eat less of real food and eat more snacks, I ended up overeating anyway. 1400 calories. It’s not horrible but I really hope it doesn’t happen again. I need to check my meal plan and see if I like what I’m eating tomorrow, if not I need to change it so I do not binge snacks again. My head aches a little. It was bad yesterday. 

I think my friend is tired of talking to me so often. It’s bothering me a bit but I’m trying to be understanding. We talk a lot, maybe I need to stop texting him so often. I stopped asking to call before work, I didn’t ask to call after work tonight. If he doesn’t call I’ll be sad, but I’d rather him not call if the only reason he usually does is because I ask. This morning we called and played games for an hour, he wanted to hang up somewhat randomly.

It felt weird. I don’t know. I’m scared we might stop talking soon. I really do not look forward to trying to make a new friend. 

Good night.

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